"The World" A lie or a dream ?

Bewildered from the very reality I once lived in as I walked into the setting sun in my illusory perception, I thought the world was huge. Later as I was wandering on this planet like The Wandering Jew who was condemned to roam the world for mocking Jesus at the Crucifixion, I learnt that the world was not just huge but it's also the only one in this vast faux darkness and we had no where else to go! For that moment I felt sheer loneliness and the daunt behind it was that the whole universe was helpless because there's no one else in the universe other than us. It was just us fighting and killing each other and turning into bloodletting jack asses and there's no one out there who actually gives a damn. and here we are fighting,waiting for a messiah or a faquir of some kind to stop us from doing the same. I said to my self "It's all a dream and we all are a self-taught lie". But later it occurred to my mind that every single memory of mine was in this dream, in just a melodramatic plebeian dream. The truthful lie was very painful to accept. The lie that am just an illusion, a dream and a lie. It was like the outcome of all my hallucinations which bore no sweet fruits were slapped right across my face and swapped me back to the painful blank reality .

Then I looked around dumbly, quite disconcerted. I was on a hallucinogen after all, Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds(LSD) as the lords call it. But here, in real world, there weren't any magical colours or any beautiful auras around me, There were no thoughts echoing in the depth of my head. Each confession of me existing in this blank planet brought me into an attitude of abasement. I realised that I was glued to this atrocious planet with the help of this human-named concept called gravity!! But when i thought about my family, my friends and every one who do matter to me, i told to myself the reason behind the ascertained "Glued to this planet" theory depended on a number of factors. Factors like love, friendship and concern. Now everytime when I feel left out, when I feel that I don't matter to any one anymore. I ask to my self "The World" A lie or a dream.? Cause I know that there is LSD world behind every reality. A world where everyone care and love everyone! :)



ॐ BoOm ShankaR ॐ

A Clockwork Orange.

If you had half glass of wine, would you consider that as a glass half empty or a glass half full ? It solely depends on the way you look at it. You may look at the dark side of it being half empty and desire for more or you would be happy with whatever is remaining. Choosing the side depends on different perceptions of different people.. In the novel "A Clockwork Orange", the author, Anthony Burgess bewrays the life of a teenage boy named Alex DeLarge, whose pleasures are classical music by Beethoven whom he often refers to as "Ludwig Van", rape and ultra violence. In 1971 Stanley Kubrick's film "A Clockwork Orange" was relatively faithful to Anthony Burgess's novel. The movie was rated "X" in the U.S and withdrawn from the U.K after repeated requests by Stanley Kubrick himself. A series of controversies clouded the movie as it had graphical sexual violence content.It was claimed that the film had inspired copycat behavior, i.e. Rape , Ultra violence , burglary by many teens across both the U.S and the U.K. I wouldn't be surprised if a teenager is fascinated by this movie. "It changes your mentality and encourages you to do the same even though the movie wasn't intended to do so". It solely depends on the viewer and the way he looks at the movie. He may find it as good entertainment with a evil or rather inhuman message OR he may find the movie very artistic,psychedelic and dissimilar, in a way interesting when compared to the other movies.But again, the Government and the people make a big issue out of the movie because of all the sexual violence in it! The movie or the novel never asked the teenagers to adapt sexual violence. It were the teenagers who relived the sequence from the movie. Sexual Violence is the way the most of teenagers look at the movie and for the rest it's a psychedelic trip on it's own. If you ask me, I'd tell you that this movie is the best directed movie I've ever seen. It has an amazing story. I'd love to discuss the story in detail here but I prefer that you watch the movie and judge the same.

I believe that the movie is awesome and one of it's kind. Every teenager should watch this movie and realize oneself.Once you watch the movie you'd wanna compare your self to Alex DeLarge and revalue the good within you. It'll help you to look on the bright side and be your self rather than trying to be somebody else. You'll respect yourself for everything your are and everything you aren't. Other than that, I suggest that you watch the cause it's very artistic and divulges the art of 60's hippie movement. :)

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J'ai ete tagged par Moyrn.

Five things you wish you could say to people (no names to be taken):

1. Lennon says the war is over, why are we still fighting?
2. No, I haven't lost it. Am just living the psychedelic part of me fucked up life.
3. Yes, am a drug addict and I drink the blood of innocent lil children and then cut them into a zillion small pieces and sell them to the cannibals and buy "drugs" in that money because of the sick pleasure I get! Now stop fucking staring at me that way!!
4. Am sorry. I never meant to do all that stuff! Now I've lost you because of my mistakes but i want you to know that I still love you!
5. If I die young, for heaven's sake please don't blame the drugs! Just consider that I was always fucked in the head!

Eight things about me:

1. I love to meet different people and learning different things.
2. Am a spiritual jackass! No, I was always spiritual and spirituality for me dint come with the drugs as it does to many people.
3. I hate people who call themselves "rich" because of their money. I believe that you are rich only when you have a big heart.
4. I hate money! But am vulnerable to use it because I ain't got no other option. May be I should try and get barter system back to action. :P .. I do agree that everything has it's own set of advantages and disadvantages but when it comes to money, it's disadvantages lead to unnecessary death and disrespect towards the poor. C'mon, even they are people and have all rights to live.
5. I trip a lot!
6. I fall in love too easily.
7. I am really dumb at times. Actually most of the time!!
8. I like philosophy and psychedelic trips xD.. he he

One way to win my heart (there’s just one):

Respect all kinda people and I'll love you for the rest of my life!

Five things that cross my mind a lot (ok not necessarily in this order!):

1. "Where's the god damn cop ?"
2. Echoes of things I've heard earlier!
3. "What was I about to say ??"
4. Some or the other song is always playing in my head!
5. Clips of random memories which later lead into deep thoughts of the same.

One thing I wish I never did:

Pop Spazmoproxy and Restil o.5 mg which are high in Aprozollam.

Three turn offs:

1. Cops booking me.
2. People who think listening to Hip hop or any musical genre for that matter makes them cool and happening.
3. Disrespect towards the poor and backward!

Four things I want to do before I die:

1. Make this planet a better place for people who do natural "drugs". Make the society realize the good side of it!
2. I wanna go to Khyber, The Sundarbans and to The Netherlands before I die!
3. Never get rich and live only with my needs and not my luxuries.
4. Live all my dreams. ;)

One confession:

When I was a kid I always thought I was dreaming. So I used to bang into walls purposely to make my self believe that I was alive and I always thought that there was a magical hand behind me always writing down all that I did in a diary! :S