White Tiles

Blood flows in an ocean’s might. Thoughts go beserk. Control is an old man’s tip. Happiness must be a mental state truly experienced not when evoked, but when felt. Cherished smiles fill blank spaces with clipart of a 2D figure jumping of joy in repetitive patterns.

The man who sold the world!

A blinking cursor and the backspace key; at times is as limited as reality can get! The “beyond” many a times is way more than just that! Then, why not go beyond now than just stare back the blinking cursor, hoping not to reach out the backspace key? The void goes deeper and the story is stronger, you know it! Then why stop now? The “real”?

Reality for this very moment is a vast 3D platform projecting everything you can imagine and meets your idea of logic. Fantasy is dauntingly something that does not exist. But you want it to. Why? Because, your subconscious is this adventurous brat wanting more than what you can perceive!  But then, what one perceives is never the same as what another does, irrespective of the similarities. So reality is an illusion where all our common perceptions meet, we all live in our very own dimensions. If our very existence is an illusion, what is stopping people from entertaining other illusions which seem beyond logic? Is it necessary for individuals to wait for someone to entertain another illusion in the form of book, a movie, a poem or even a song?  Why wait for someone to spark an adventure when the beyond is within you? So engrossed are people at keeping their waking lives perfect that they forget the beauty of their dreams! Running a rat race only to show how much you can limit your thinking. Computers, modern scientific breakthroughs are all amazing factors of this limited illusion called reality. The term "reality", it ranks as one of the few words in the English language that should always be surrounded by quotation marks. "We are shaped by each other. We adjust not to the reality of the world, but to the reality of other thinkers.” quoted  Joseph Chilton. All that we are is the result of what we have thought up to this point. You are what you think, literally. We have heard this from as far back as Descartes and beyond. We are the creators of our thoughts so in effect we are the creators of our own "realities". One of the hindrances of breaking on to the other side is your day-to-day belief system. Belief systems are basically mental structures that help us make some rational sense out of a seemingly irrational world. When our mind can put immense amount of energy to rationalize, then it is certainly an easy task to use this energy to recreate the world as you know it. Remember, energy goes where attention flows. The trick is to challenge the limited perceptions to create another dimension as you think of it! That, is the true alter nonexistent illusion your brain sums up and is reasonably referred to as Maya by ancient Hindu scholars and wanderers.

Jean-Jacques Rousseau mentioned that "Nature never deceives us; it is we that deceive ourselves." Then, the illusion, Maya, is it nothing more than deception? I would think otherwise. Nature does not deceive us cause nature is something we have  set fixed ideas about. It’s us who deceive ourselves by limiting those ideas and drawing them back to logic. I think it is important for every subconscious mind to explore other illusions or Mayas while they are trying to make the best out of this mass hallucination called life on planet Earth. Where everything that exists is a teacher and everyone who learns is a wanderer. The journey of life is a quest to find the meaning of it. One will never find the meaning in places where other have already been looking, but in a place where only he can access and no one else. This is the reason why emotions are so personal and are a necessity of a healthy mind. What you are looking for often determines what you will find, the flow is all about how you get there.

Ivan Pavlov, a master of behavior modification, stated, "…perfect as the wing of a bird may be, it will never enable the bird to fly if unsupported by air."  Reality can never be understood or excelled if unsupported by the freedom to create and entertain other illusions and by being the man who sold the world.  

WTF ?

The whole damn world is for hire

and the people are selling their desire.

we can feel or see no pain,

cause the old man's already gambling on a gain!

We love those who love us

and for the rest we ain't got no flowers

.We have caged our own conceptions

for we've laid boundaries for our perceptions.

And when with us will go down the society,

then we'll realize that the world wasn't just a cup of tea.

When we talk to our ego and say "I'll kill you or you'll kill me"

then we'll realize that we were always born free

But then it's too late,

we've just done what was more than in our fate

and now here we are standing a mess,

We'll what do I say ? It's not upto me to confess!

- BoOmClot

Yeah you!! Who are you ?? Drifting through a void. Catching a serpent tide. Who are you ? Have you a name ? Are you human ? Are you from here ? Do you feel fear ? Do you know where is here ? Are you lost ? Scavenger ? Nomad ? Wanderer ? A lost soul in the sun beam ? A person with no answers ? Or a person with only questions ? Either way. Welcome to earth :)

"I am that which hath become
Omnipotent, eternal, boundless
The immutable principle upon which all speculation is possible
The transcending force of human conception
I become as beyond the range and reach of thought
Unthinkable and unspeakable
I become my own absolute reality
For i am all that shall ever be
And all that ever was"

- Karl Sanders (The Forbidden Path Across The Chasm Of Self Realization)

The mystery of "ZoSo"

The love for Beelzebub, The lord of the Lepidosaurias was rushing through his blood as a sickly satisfying pain as he ran his fingers down the fretboard of his Gibson dualneck guitar only to play a solo for his fellow metalheads. Solos which have become rhymes to the wide metalhead society. Yes, It's none other than Jimmy Page from the famous English rock group Led Zeppelin. Page was a follower of the serpents, an assumed diabolist , an adherent of Alister Crowley. Page invariably abnegated the press, his love for the Anti-Christ. No one else on this cursed yet beautiful planet could write music to Robert Plant's lyrics the way Page did. He could paint a picture of Behemoth in mind of the priest with his music. Late 1971 when the band came out with a new album "Led Zeppelin IV", the band decided that each band member would have a symbol of his own. Symbols which represents or rather rede their lifestyle and individual auditory perception to the world. All band members culled out symbols for themselves which beseemed them well. One symbol, an eldritch one, enigmatically drew my attention towards it. It read "ZoSo".I later determined that it was Page's symbol. I couldn't afford to waste a moment, I rushed thirstily to where ever I could rush to, to learn more about "ZoSo". The vast internet was the key. I couldn't find a better place for this orphic research. So, here it is, this is what the internet reded me about "ZoSo".

Page designed his own symbol, that is "ZoSo". According to my thesis after a long search into the unpopular or rather less-travelled sites. The thesis bewrayed that Zoso symbolizes a near-death or Tantric sex experience to unify the worlds of the living and the dead, and thus to reveal the secrets of the universe.But, I wasn't much convinced with this answer, cause deep down I knew it was too irrelevant or rather beside the point. Later I found out that Z in Zoso was the symbol used by astrologers for Capricorn, Jimmy's sun sign. So, I loaded my self again and wandered off in the cyberspace to find "ZoSo". While exploring the cyberspace for months and months, I drifted from my bone of contention. I did come back to it. I sighted the symbol ZoSo in 2 engrossing books. First in a Jimmy page fan sub which had beconed the link to Le Triple Vocabulaire Infernal Manuel du Demonoman, by Frinellan (a pseudonym for Simon Blocquel). This was in french. The whole book isn't available. But some parts of it are. Later I found the symbol in Fred Gettings dictionary of occult symbols. Accodring to Fred Gettings dictionary, the "oSo" part is the alchemical sign for Mercury. "Z" is the sign of Capricon, Jimmy's sun sign. As per Crowley's book "Equinox", The two 0's with dots in "oSo"represent 6, and the middle S also stands for 6. This makes it 666, the number of the beast. Also as per Cardan's Ars Magica Arteficii(1557) "oSo" pertains to Saturn, and could also have related to the rings which gave Saturn the appearance of changing shape to antediluvian astronomers.As per the same book, single circle with a dot in the center is a well known symbol for the Sun. The S could represent Saturn revolving around the sun. I also learnt that ZoSo is also considered as Depiction of Cerberus(Cerberos, Kerberos), the three-headed dog that guards the entrance to Hades.

After all this, ZoSo still persists as a mindbugging mystery to me. I guess it'll always be until I find an answer that meets my conception about ZoSo.

"The World" A lie or a dream ?

Bewildered from the very reality I once lived in as I walked into the setting sun in my illusory perception, I thought the world was huge. Later as I was wandering on this planet like The Wandering Jew who was condemned to roam the world for mocking Jesus at the Crucifixion, I learnt that the world was not just huge but it's also the only one in this vast faux darkness and we had no where else to go! For that moment I felt sheer loneliness and the daunt behind it was that the whole universe was helpless because there's no one else in the universe other than us. It was just us fighting and killing each other and turning into bloodletting jack asses and there's no one out there who actually gives a damn. and here we are fighting,waiting for a messiah or a faquir of some kind to stop us from doing the same. I said to my self "It's all a dream and we all are a self-taught lie". But later it occurred to my mind that every single memory of mine was in this dream, in just a melodramatic plebeian dream. The truthful lie was very painful to accept. The lie that am just an illusion, a dream and a lie. It was like the outcome of all my hallucinations which bore no sweet fruits were slapped right across my face and swapped me back to the painful blank reality .

Then I looked around dumbly, quite disconcerted. I was on a hallucinogen after all, Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds(LSD) as the lords call it. But here, in real world, there weren't any magical colours or any beautiful auras around me, There were no thoughts echoing in the depth of my head. Each confession of me existing in this blank planet brought me into an attitude of abasement. I realised that I was glued to this atrocious planet with the help of this human-named concept called gravity!! But when i thought about my family, my friends and every one who do matter to me, i told to myself the reason behind the ascertained "Glued to this planet" theory depended on a number of factors. Factors like love, friendship and concern. Now everytime when I feel left out, when I feel that I don't matter to any one anymore. I ask to my self "The World" A lie or a dream.? Cause I know that there is LSD world behind every reality. A world where everyone care and love everyone! :)



ॐ BoOm ShankaR ॐ

A Clockwork Orange.

If you had half glass of wine, would you consider that as a glass half empty or a glass half full ? It solely depends on the way you look at it. You may look at the dark side of it being half empty and desire for more or you would be happy with whatever is remaining. Choosing the side depends on different perceptions of different people.. In the novel "A Clockwork Orange", the author, Anthony Burgess bewrays the life of a teenage boy named Alex DeLarge, whose pleasures are classical music by Beethoven whom he often refers to as "Ludwig Van", rape and ultra violence. In 1971 Stanley Kubrick's film "A Clockwork Orange" was relatively faithful to Anthony Burgess's novel. The movie was rated "X" in the U.S and withdrawn from the U.K after repeated requests by Stanley Kubrick himself. A series of controversies clouded the movie as it had graphical sexual violence content.It was claimed that the film had inspired copycat behavior, i.e. Rape , Ultra violence , burglary by many teens across both the U.S and the U.K. I wouldn't be surprised if a teenager is fascinated by this movie. "It changes your mentality and encourages you to do the same even though the movie wasn't intended to do so". It solely depends on the viewer and the way he looks at the movie. He may find it as good entertainment with a evil or rather inhuman message OR he may find the movie very artistic,psychedelic and dissimilar, in a way interesting when compared to the other movies.But again, the Government and the people make a big issue out of the movie because of all the sexual violence in it! The movie or the novel never asked the teenagers to adapt sexual violence. It were the teenagers who relived the sequence from the movie. Sexual Violence is the way the most of teenagers look at the movie and for the rest it's a psychedelic trip on it's own. If you ask me, I'd tell you that this movie is the best directed movie I've ever seen. It has an amazing story. I'd love to discuss the story in detail here but I prefer that you watch the movie and judge the same.

I believe that the movie is awesome and one of it's kind. Every teenager should watch this movie and realize oneself.Once you watch the movie you'd wanna compare your self to Alex DeLarge and revalue the good within you. It'll help you to look on the bright side and be your self rather than trying to be somebody else. You'll respect yourself for everything your are and everything you aren't. Other than that, I suggest that you watch the cause it's very artistic and divulges the art of 60's hippie movement. :)

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J'ai ete tagged par Moyrn.

Five things you wish you could say to people (no names to be taken):

1. Lennon says the war is over, why are we still fighting?
2. No, I haven't lost it. Am just living the psychedelic part of me fucked up life.
3. Yes, am a drug addict and I drink the blood of innocent lil children and then cut them into a zillion small pieces and sell them to the cannibals and buy "drugs" in that money because of the sick pleasure I get! Now stop fucking staring at me that way!!
4. Am sorry. I never meant to do all that stuff! Now I've lost you because of my mistakes but i want you to know that I still love you!
5. If I die young, for heaven's sake please don't blame the drugs! Just consider that I was always fucked in the head!

Eight things about me:

1. I love to meet different people and learning different things.
2. Am a spiritual jackass! No, I was always spiritual and spirituality for me dint come with the drugs as it does to many people.
3. I hate people who call themselves "rich" because of their money. I believe that you are rich only when you have a big heart.
4. I hate money! But am vulnerable to use it because I ain't got no other option. May be I should try and get barter system back to action. :P .. I do agree that everything has it's own set of advantages and disadvantages but when it comes to money, it's disadvantages lead to unnecessary death and disrespect towards the poor. C'mon, even they are people and have all rights to live.
5. I trip a lot!
6. I fall in love too easily.
7. I am really dumb at times. Actually most of the time!!
8. I like philosophy and psychedelic trips xD.. he he

One way to win my heart (there’s just one):

Respect all kinda people and I'll love you for the rest of my life!

Five things that cross my mind a lot (ok not necessarily in this order!):

1. "Where's the god damn cop ?"
2. Echoes of things I've heard earlier!
3. "What was I about to say ??"
4. Some or the other song is always playing in my head!
5. Clips of random memories which later lead into deep thoughts of the same.

One thing I wish I never did:

Pop Spazmoproxy and Restil o.5 mg which are high in Aprozollam.

Three turn offs:

1. Cops booking me.
2. People who think listening to Hip hop or any musical genre for that matter makes them cool and happening.
3. Disrespect towards the poor and backward!

Four things I want to do before I die:

1. Make this planet a better place for people who do natural "drugs". Make the society realize the good side of it!
2. I wanna go to Khyber, The Sundarbans and to The Netherlands before I die!
3. Never get rich and live only with my needs and not my luxuries.
4. Live all my dreams. ;)

One confession:

When I was a kid I always thought I was dreaming. So I used to bang into walls purposely to make my self believe that I was alive and I always thought that there was a magical hand behind me always writing down all that I did in a diary! :S

"All we need is LOVE!!"

Imagine, You are sitting on a rock by the sea side.. You look at the waves and each wave is talking about different things.. They are telling you stories.. By the time one wave completes it's story the other wave pulls this one back and starts off with it's story before some other wave pulls him pack and starts with the another story! Their stories are real short, by the time you understand one the other one starts.. The stories are mostly of the people who had played with the same waves and shared their joy and sorrow with them, One wave tells you a sad story and the other a hilarious one. The waves continue the same till the big waves take them over in the evening.. The big ones are aggressive and are not friendly ! Now you ignore the waves and look at the setting sun.. He's orange and he's laughing.. He's looking at all the people on earth killing each other and making profit! It's quite a funny scene for him. He had seen earth since she was a fire ball just like him.. He'd seen earth right from the Stone age to the present "Stoned"age ! He thinks that nothing worse could happen to a planet! But he doesn't care.. He's just laughing and enjoying the scene as he fades. He's almost gone now.. The sky is becoming dark.. The stars and the moon are visible now. The chilling night breeze now arrives. You look around closely and you can actually see the breeze.. She's pink, green,purple and turquoise. Swirling , playing with you.. fooling around with sand.. The Sand grains catch a free ride as she gets close to them.. She's happy, she's all over the place. Now you look at the moon while the waves and the shore sing you a lullaby. The sweet sound. You are almost asleep and you see the one whom you love the most walking toward you. He or she (am gonna refer as SHE henceforth) sits next you. You look into her eyes and she starts talking about random things.. All you wanna do now is nothing but to lie down on that rock and listen to her sweet voice accompanied by the lullaby sung by the waves and the shore... She talks and talks till dawn.. Till the laughing sun is back.. You look into her eyes and they are yellowish orange with the reflection of the beautiful sea ! Now you turn towards the laughing sun and the baby waves now start coming towards you with their stories again.. You can see the fishermen's boats in distance.. They look like black paper boats on some orange juice! Slowly the sky turns blue with clouds of different formations.. Your loved one now gets up and walks back towards civilization, Towards a place full of hatred, violence and pain. She calls you now.

What will you do ?? sit there or enter the miserable land. A land built on money and blood upon the dying earth.

This was on o my dream after a late night spliff .. Just when I had to answer the question I woke up! Just when these kinda question are asked to you, your nerves feel like snapping and embracing death! But now I've decided that I would walk back with my loved one and try and make a difference . Try and make a difference before it's too late to even realize that I was bound to make a difference Try and make this world a better place to live and make everyone experience the magic of mother nature. Everyone should learn that there's more to life than profit!There's this most stupid , suicidal yet beautiful bondage called love.. John Lennon told this world before he died that "All we need is love"

Love all .. Hate none!! Save this planet :)

- DeadBanger!